Zander O'Malley
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Why love if losing hurts so much? We love to know that we are not alone.
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Post by Zander O'Malley on Oct 21, 2009 14:53:57 GMT
{{OCC: Ugh i can't believe i put that, i'm sorry Allie. I was rping with someone on a different site named Amelia I didn't mean to call your charrie Amelia. I guess that's what i get for switching back and forth between sites. XD}}
"I'm sorry Allie. I'm really truly sorry. If you want to go home now I'll understand." Zander said backing away from her. Gods i can't do anything right can I? I have to go saying that name of all things. I know her name is Allie but i had to say Amelia didn't i. I'm just glutton for punishment aren't i? He thought to himself as looked at the ground. He didn't know what else he could say to her except that he was sorry, He knew he screwed up and was willing to do anything to stay with her. Zander never thought that he could feel anything for anyone again but here was the proof. The undeniable proof that he could something for someone again, He felt drawn to her and he wanted to follow that pull that dragged him closer to her. For now he kept his distance because he knew that she would need space from him.
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Post by Allie Miller on Oct 22, 2009 3:04:48 GMT
"No I don't want to go back." she said having calmed down when he explained it to her. "Who was she?" she asked curiously. "Was it the girlfriend that you had mentioned earlier? You must have felt some very strong feelings towards her. If you aren't over her and don't want to go any further with me I'll understand." she said as she did something else compulsive, she hugged him tightly to her. Even she knew sometimes people needed hugs, even vampires...whether they knew it or not.
((Its fine. I'm just now starting to get over the swine flu. I get to go back to classes tomorrow if I keep up without having a fever.))
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Zander O'Malley
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Why love if losing hurts so much? We love to know that we are not alone.
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Post by Zander O'Malley on Oct 22, 2009 3:35:03 GMT
"Yes she was my girlfriend. But i am over her and i want to move on. I want to be with you Allie." Zander said hugging her back but he did something he wasn't used to doing. He lifted her face to brush his lips across hers softly and sweetly. "I don't want you to go and I want you in my life no matter what that may be. I don't care as long as your close to me and i can hug you and protect you as much as i can. I know you probably think that's stupid but i can't help what i feel when i'm around you. I may not have been a vampire for a long time but i was human once i know what it was like to be one. I want to be able to show you what i look like without having to fear the sun." He kissed her forehead softly and buried his head in her hair breathing in her scent.
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Post by Allie Miller on Oct 22, 2009 3:39:40 GMT
She blushed a violent red as he said this her jacket becoming covered in ice again as well as the patch of grass that she was standing on. He was giving her shivers the way he spoke but she couldn't help it. It was the kind that left your skin crawling in a good way and made your heart race. She looked at him as he pushed her hood off of her head and buried his face into her hair smelling her. She was grateful for actually washing her hair today for that reason.
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Zander O'Malley
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Why love if losing hurts so much? We love to know that we are not alone.
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Post by Zander O'Malley on Oct 22, 2009 14:54:53 GMT
Zander lifted his head so that his lips were near hers and he kissed her again but sweetly and softly. His hands were on her lower back pulling her as close as he could, he broke the kiss and smiled softly at her. "Are you cold? I could get you another jacket." He asked looking at her. He saw that her jacket was covered in ice and the ground around her was covered in ice. Zander couldn't help but smile more as he looked her in the eyes, "I do that?" He said smiling more widely his fangs showing slightly. He took her hand and lead her over to the old stump in the middle of the clearing. He sat down and patted the stump beside him with a gloved hand.
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Post by Allie Miller on Oct 22, 2009 15:09:53 GMT
"No." she replied. "I like the cold. Its awesome." she said laughing as he kissed her again. Her lips melded to his and she didn't want to break away from them. She blushed when he looked at her and saw the ice, "Maybe it was you, maybe it was me." she said quietly as he lead her to the stump. She sat down next to him, "So how often do you really come out here?" she asked curiously.
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Post by Zander O'Malley on Oct 23, 2009 2:23:21 GMT
Zander smiled and said, "You like the cold. Hm I've never heard anyone say that they like the cold that it was awesome." He smiled and looked at her in the eyes, "I come out her as often as i am able to. I like to sit here and think, i sometimes come back and remember things about my human life and some of my vampire life. But coming here doesn't bring up any bad memories only thoughts that i think about every time I'm around a human or another vampire. Of course now I've met you i think i will be coming here more often." He grinned softly at her and brushed his hand over her cheek.
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Post by Allie Miller on Oct 23, 2009 5:10:14 GMT
"And why do you think that is?" she asked moving her face into his hand. She loved the feel of it. It felt like they had fit together perfectly. She was content in staying there all night. She knew they had been outside for several hours since school had been out and before long the sun would be setting. Allie wondered how long he would want to stay out here like this with her but she pushed it to the back of her mind and smiled as she pulled out a pack of djarum blacks and pulled one of the black clove cigarettes out. "Silly question but you don't mind if I smoke do you?" she asked. "I actually haven't thought of a cigarette the entire time we've been here until just now, You can have one if you like." she said offering the pack towards him.
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Post by Zander O'Malley on Oct 23, 2009 17:05:19 GMT
Zander smiled and said, "Well cause i like being with you like this. I'll end up thinking of places to take you that i have seen that look interesting. I could take you to Amnesia if you like. I'll just think about the times I'm with you mostly, my kind don't forget things easily." He gestured to how they were sitting. "No of course not if you don't mind if i do." He pulled out his own cigarettes and smiled mischievously, "I smoke a certain kind." He pulled out his lighter then lit his cigarette and held it out for her to light her own. His other hand had fallen from her face and was laying on her shoulder softly, he brushed his fingers along her shoulder blade softly.
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Post by Allie Miller on Oct 24, 2009 0:23:01 GMT
"And what kind would that be?" she asked as she put her pack away and placed her cigarette in her mouth. She leaned down towards the lighter he held out for her and lit the black cancer stick. She smell from it was extremely sweet, yet spiced at the same time. "I only smoke these." she replied looking at him. They smell and taste really sweet and are a bit harsher than normal cigarettes."
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Zander O'Malley
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Why love if losing hurts so much? We love to know that we are not alone.
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Post by Zander O'Malley on Oct 24, 2009 14:02:31 GMT
"I smoke either Marlboro or Camel." Zander said putting his lighter in his jacket pocket and taking a long drag from the cigarette. He looked up when the sky began to cloud over slightly. "Well that's weird the weather station said it would be sunny all day." He said as the clouds blocked out the sun and he took advantage of the lack of sunlight to throw back his hood and show her what he looked like. "Hm I guess the weather man was wrong for once in his life. It was supposed to stay sunny all day but i might as well take advantage of the lack of the sun." Zander looked at her and smiled softly trailing a single finger along her jawline.
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Post by Allie Miller on Oct 24, 2009 20:40:26 GMT
She blew out the smoke from her cigarette into several smoke rings before blowing the rest of the smoke out between the rings. "You should try these then you might like them." she said offering him a drag of hers. She looked up and saw the dark storm clouds above them. "Well obviously the weather station lied yet again." she said laughing as she rolled her eyes. She moved closer to him keeping her cigarette from anywhere near his skin as she touched his cheek, "So there you are." she said teasingly. "I wondered when I'd actually get to see Zander."
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Zander O'Malley
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Why love if losing hurts so much? We love to know that we are not alone.
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Post by Zander O'Malley on Oct 25, 2009 19:57:37 GMT
Zander smiled and took a drag of her cigarette, He blew it out slowly. "Those aren't half bad....Do you like what you see Allie or should i quickly put the hood back on?" He asked teasingly and moved his face into her hand softly and slowly. He put his arm around her shoulder as he kissed the palm of her hand softly. Zander looked up at her smiled sweetly then he took off one of his gloves and placed his hand on her cheek. He leaned in and kissed her lips softly, he liked the warm of her lips beneath his and the way he could hear her heart beat.
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Post by Allie Miller on Oct 26, 2009 18:08:02 GMT
She blushed when he asked if she liked what she saw. "Y..yes." she said looking at him. She very much liked what she saw. "D..don't put the hood back on." she said as he kissed the palm of her hand. Her face turned into a redder face than what it had been. Allie couldn't help but look at him curiously when he pulled off his glove. When he placed his hand on her cheek she couldn't help but close her eyes and practically sigh. Her heart began to race when her lips met his. She felt as if it were going to beat its way free from the confines of her chest as she returned the kiss.
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Zander O'Malley
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Why love if losing hurts so much? We love to know that we are not alone.
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Post by Zander O'Malley on Oct 27, 2009 0:22:42 GMT
Zander wrapped his arms around her waist pulling her closer not once breaking the kiss. He broke the kiss so that she could breathe. "I like it when you blush." He said smiling at her then holding her closer. He could hear her heart beating fast and he liked the sound of it as it beated in her chest. He skimmed his fingers over her neck softly and watched her face to see her reaction. Zander kissed her neck softly then kissed below her jawline right where her pulse point was. "Your heart's beating so fast." He murmured against her skin his cool breath caressing her skin.
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Post by Allie Miller on Oct 27, 2009 22:22:36 GMT
Allie looked at him when he broke the kiss a little sad to see his lips leave hers. She was enjoying it, despite the fact she had completely forgotten how to breathe during the time their lips were joined. She involuntarily moved her neck exposing it more to him as he ran his fingers over it, her breath hitching as he kissed right below her jawline. "It is?" she asked her eyes still closed. She knew it had been but she had completely forgotten everything about herself as he was kissing her and holding her so closely.
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Zander O'Malley
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Why love if losing hurts so much? We love to know that we are not alone.
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Post by Zander O'Malley on Oct 28, 2009 22:24:36 GMT
"Yes but i like it." Zander said as he ran his hand through her hair softly. He pulled off his other glove and put his hand back on her around her shoulders keeping her close. He nuzzled his head in her neck kissing it softly, his other hand moved to her face so he could kiss her again. Zander kissed her lips softly breaking it he looked at her in the eyes. "We should probably get out of here before the rain really starts that way we're not soaked to the skin with water. Although it would be interesting but we can always do that another time." He said smirking slightly.
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Post by Allie Miller on Nov 2, 2009 6:03:42 GMT
She closed her eyes as his lips met her neck. For some reason the mix of uncertainty and wanting it was driving her mad. She wanted it never to stop. She heard him talk about leaving even though it hadn't even started to rain. "Maybe I want to be kissed in the rain." Allie replied looking at him blushing a bit. "No one's ever done that with me." she said smiling at him as she placed a small kiss on his lips as a few drops of rain began to fall.
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Zander O'Malley
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Post by Zander O'Malley on Nov 5, 2009 14:03:04 GMT
Zander smiled and kissed her deeply his hands cupping her face. He had never kissed anyone in the rain and he was glad she would be the first person that he would. He lifted her up from where she was sitting and placed her on his lap holding her close not once breaking the kiss. Zander felt, for the first time since he had been turned, alive and he knew it was because she made him feel alive. He felt like he was human but he knew that he wasn't but the feeling made him feel human. He didn't care about the fact he was a vampire, at that moment all he cared for was her.
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Post by Allie Miller on Nov 6, 2009 0:41:01 GMT
Allie returned his kiss unable to hold back the giggle she let out her lips never leaving his as he picked her up and placed her on his lap. Allie couldn't help but to move around to where she was straddling him as she returned the kiss gripping hold of him tightly. She had been kissed plenty of times but never like this. There was a certain emotion and feeling to it she hadn't felt in other kisses or caresses before.
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